Once upon a time, Diesel was my light - my navigator from the brink of unsalvageable. That man is now unrecognizable, but I refuse to believe our connection has been severed. The question is, can I endure the necessary heartache to ensure that we both come out on the other side? This tour has spiraled into a cluster fuck -a journey of secrets, consequences, deceit, and betrayal. Nothing is as it seems. A game of wits have been initiated, one that I can't afford to lose. With everything on the line, I must play devil's advocate and leave everyone, including my bandmates, in the dark. My demons embrace the light ... ready to play ... ready to engage. Lourdes was the one good thing in my life besides music, yet if I don't pull off the ultimate deception, I may lose them both. The old Diesel has been conjured, my darkness has been exposed. Time to prevail or leave it all behind. Challenge accepted